Jeff Buckley documentary

It’s difficult not to fetishize Jeff Buckley.

By those who have heard his album Grace, there is an almost unanimous awe and deeply held affection. In the 90′s, when everything was about brooding, addiction, and the climate in Seattle, Buckley was in New York and Memphis (and touring around the world in between) playing music so emotionally complex, so ineffable but inviting, that first-time listeners—today—still feel a need to mourn his early death.

Amazing Grace, a Buckley documentary seven years in the making, is currently making the rounds of various film festivals. Boston’s was this weekend, and Amazing Grace has its showing at the historic Coolidge Corner Theater. The line for ticket-holders stretched farther than I’d ever seen, snaking past the theater, along a long back sidewalk, and into a neighboring parking lot. Everyone in line looked either to be of the age when Buckley’s life and death would have hit hardest or to be slightly younger, testifying to the strength of his artistry and the public devotion shown it.

I can’t think of any singer or band working the way Jeff Buckley did. As Amazing Grace showed, with a care, intimacy, and discernment you’d hope for from filmmakers who knew him personally, Buckley was an incredible professional as much as he was an incredible talent. A devotion to honing his material in the most private of New York venues resulted in a willingness to exhibit his already raw, often uncomfortably unmasculine emotionality. The range in which he sang and the authenticity of his passion would typically come—and Buckley admitted as much in footage for the documentary—from a woman. It wasn’t that he was effeminate; it was that he found a wellspring from which to sing and play that seemed to be common to both sexes. It reminds me of what a musician used to be, before electric bands, music videos, and international tours. They were more closely related to historians, poets, and soothsayers than to sex icons and fashion brands. And as such, looking at the grunters amongst the men today and the moaners amongst the women, Jeff Buckley remains perhaps the best single rock musician of the last two decades. Amazing Grace, you’ll see, does his life and work justice.


  • Andrew

    For the sake of humility, I’m burying this extra bit in a comment. Grace had a huge effect on me. I know I’m not alone. A friend played a minidisc of several of the songs—this was in 2001 for me—and I was haunted. I remember particularly “So Real”. The vocals stretching from whispers to full-bore maniacal climaxes. The E-minor chords crushed by a B-flat, a wrenching discord perfect for the lyrics.

    My friend struggled for a while to find a copy of “Hallelujah,” promising during the search that I was about aurally witness the most beautifully sung closing line in the history of everything. She wasn’t far off.* When I heard “Hallelujah,” I laughed. I laughed at myself. What’s the point? I remember thinking. Why would I ever try to write my own music if this song is out there?

    In fact, this more or less happened. I used to be a rather proud musician. But Buckley ruined me. Playing and singing his songs did two things: 1) I became a better guitarist and singer than I ever imagined I could be, all through mimicry; 2) his lyrics unlocked such a huge store of emotion that I can’t possibly play in front of other people ever again. The last time I did, in the summer of 2001, I played “Lover, You Should Have Come Over” with my best friend at a dive bar in D.C. An audience member bowed to me once he recognized the song. My best friend told me it was the best vocal performance he’d ever heard. But it killed me. All this skill they/I thought I had was just me hawking a dead man’s goods.

    *Though when I speak of the fetishizing of Jeff Buckley, it’s this exact line I think of.

  • Andrew

    For the sake of humility, I’m burying this extra bit in a comment. Grace had a huge effect on me. I know I’m not alone. A friend played a minidisc of several of the songs—this was in 2001 for me—and I was haunted. I remember particularly “So Real”. The vocals stretching from whispers to full-bore maniacal climaxes. The E-minor chords crushed by a B-flat, a wrenching discord perfect for the lyrics.

    My friend struggled for a while to find a copy of “Hallelujah,” promising during the search that I was about aurally witness the most beautifully sung closing line in the history of everything. She wasn’t far off.* When I heard “Hallelujah,” I laughed. I laughed at myself. What’s the point? I remember thinking. Why would I ever try to write my own music if this song is out there?

    In fact, this more or less happened. I used to be a rather proud musician. But Buckley ruined me. Playing and singing his songs did two things: 1) I became a better guitarist and singer than I ever imagined I could be, all through mimicry; 2) his lyrics unlocked such a huge store of emotion that I can’t possibly play in front of other people ever again. The last time I did, in the summer of 2001, I played “Lover, You Should Have Come Over” with my best friend at a dive bar in D.C. An audience member bowed to me once he recognized the song. My best friend told me it was the best vocal performance he’d ever heard. But it killed me. All this skill they/I thought I had was just me hawking a dead man’s goods.

    *Though when I speak of the fetishizing of Jeff Buckley, it’s this exact line I think of.

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  • Andrew

    And for anyone in New York, Buckley’s old haunt Sin-e will be host to the band And a Few to Break, headed by a buddy of mine Brady McCartney. The show is at 8:30p, May 4.

    As part of its east coast tour, San Francisco-based And a Few to Break is also playing Tuesday, May 3, 9PM at the Velvet Lounge in Brady’s and my hometown of Washington, D.C. and Friday, May 6th, 10PM at the Water Street Lounge in Brooklyn.

  • Andrew

    And for anyone in New York, Buckley’s old haunt Sin-e will be host to the band And a Few to Break, headed by a buddy of mine Brady McCartney. The show is at 8:30p, May 4.

    As part of its east coast tour, San Francisco-based And a Few to Break is also playing Tuesday, May 3, 9PM at the Velvet Lounge in Brady’s and my hometown of Washington, D.C. and Friday, May 6th, 10PM at the Water Street Lounge in Brooklyn.

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